I'm tired of acting happy I'm tired of the worries that constantly consume me
I'm tired of the self doubt that since a little kid has never left me alone
I'm tired of the roadblocks that have been so hard to beat down
I'm tired of making new friends, the more friends I make the harder it is to spend time with the old ones
I'm tired of looking for the right girl, at the same time I'm tired of waiting for the right girl to find me
I'm tired of the hatred, and bloodshed that human beings force on human beings
I'm tired of the stereotypes that will never be cleaned up due to ignorance
I'm tired of the racism I encounter everyday, stop labeling
I'm tired of the women that play with my heart and leave me guessing
I'm tired of reaching out to help others, and wondering why nothing has come back to me
I'm tired of walking the city looking people in the eye to say hi and watch there heads drop and stare at their ground
I'm tired of the homeless walking up to me and me not helping them because I wonder if it's a scam
I'm tired of trying to make all those around me happy when in fact I grow tired doing so.
I'm tired of the routine that we so easily fall into as days turn to weeks, weeks turn to months, and months into years
I'm tired of the admiration I get from friends when I look at my current situation like why do I feel lost?
I'm tired of being called a pimp or player just because I groom myself proper and know how to please women
I'm tired of wondering when Christ will return, and if it will be in my lifetime?
I'm tired of the media for they are the ones who pollute our minds with endless garbage
I'm tired of "Reality Shows" and watching the News in which 95% of the coverage is tragic
I'm tired of exposing my feelings to women who might not be sure if I'm for real…Read This! I am
I'm tired of seeing and hearing spoiled kids that have total control over their parents, grow up!
I'm tired of men getting nervous when I stand right next to them at the urinals, are you insecure?
I'm tired of being lonely and having so much love and affection to pour out, but can't do to certain obstacles
I'm tired of white guys that don't know how to dap up, it's as easy as a handshake, learn it!
I'm tired of trying to outlast time, time doesn't stop for anyone and that's a scary thought
I'm tired of being drawn to scary movies and graphic material when I know that all that's within it is evil
I'm tired of people asking me why I wear this or why I talk like that, I'm bored people
I'm tired of regrets, and the past, the present is always in front of me, but the future is what's promising
I'm tired of sitting with my mouth shut when I know I should open my mouth and say what's right
I'm tired of the Professional Athletes that disregard player conduct
I'm tired of people looking up to Athletes, Actors, and Musicians like they are untouchable
I'm tired of wondering why 97% of Rappers and R&B groups are 5'8'' and shorter
I'm tired of seeing our country unite for a short period of time only when a major tragedy strikes
I'm tired of feeling like I'm letting someone down while in the mean time cheering someone up
I'm tired of people taking credit for something they did not put time and effort into
I'm tired of getting nervous before speaking in front of big audiences
I'm tired of the compliments I get for each and every one of us know our flaws
I'm tired of trying to keep my body fit and my mind sharp
I'm tired of trying to make everyone in my life happy
I think I shall take a break…
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Contributor's Note
Transferred from my Myspace blog...
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